My last post reminded me that I also really needed to share Told Slant, another band from the same New York scene as PWR BTTM that is doing equally important things for queer identity in music. The band centers on Felix Walworth's pained vocals, frank lyrics, and powerful drumming. However, Walworth, who goes by they/them/their pronouns, is frequently backed by other members of the burgeoning DIY collective known as the Epoch, such as Eskimeaux's Gabby Smith (who, by the way, just released a new EP) and Bellows' Oliver Kalb.
While many artists of their ilk are known for prolific levels of output, Told Slant has only released one album, 2012's Still Water, which I've only recently begun to love as a whole. Walworth's voice has a raw, untrained quality that can initially be hard to digest. Yet there's an inchoate beauty in its abrasiveness that reveals itself over time. In its many cracks and wobbles is a well of emotion that threatens to bubble over at any second, made even more intense by lyrics that unflinchingly navigate themes of body image, gender identity, and depression. Walworth has a talent for gut-punching one-liners, e.g. "Who's going to kiss your undressed chest when I'm gone," "I'm living horribly, so I don't want to know how you're doing," etc. Compounded by the minimalist intensity of the music, they'll haunt your memory for days afterward.
On June 17th, Told Slant's sophomore effort, Going By, will be released. The first taste of the album is "Low Hymnal," which took a few listens to grow on me but I now find utterly undeniable. Like the band's previous work, its primary appeal is emotional. The sparse, atmospheric instrumentation, composed of electric guitar, percussion, and banjo, serves as the backbone upon which Walworth's hard-hitting lyrics rest.
The song begins in the aftermath of transformation: "When the dirge is done, and my body is still my body but not the illegible one." Finally comfortable in their own skin, the narrator fears the loss of a meaningful relationship - not to mention, a source of support - via their lover's rejection of their new self. This sense of anxiety is made uncomfortably palpable by Walworth's quietly insistent murmur. "Why don't you comfort me?" they insist, reminding their lover how they once served as a comforting presence, too: "I know my heart is a window in the dark to you."
As the song picks up speed and intensity, though, this potentially upsetting situation is turned into a life-affirming one. "Felix, you can battering-ram this life," Walworth repeats like a mantra, their voice trembling with the liberating realization that only they can define their own self-worth. It's a bittersweet revelation, an acceptance of the positive as well as the negative, as most of Told Slant's songs are. Its honesty also carries an immense amount of bravery, a quality that will surely serve the rest of the album well.